How many Destroy&Rebuild Cycles it takes?

How many times have you said/been told, NO!, It doesn't work this way!, Neither that!, Nor the other!?

Few, a few, a hundred?

Check out to see what the late conductor Sergiu Celibidache had to say:

From the comments, submitted by one of his students:
What a great fortune and honor has been for me studying with him, even if briefly!

Every time I see this video I remember how many times he told me to quit smoking ...

How many memories. Thank you, Maestro, to have existed. And thanks for letting me meet the fate.

He was a man who could destroy you in the most violent and terrible ways. But he never did with malice, he did it to destroy your beliefs that were almost always wrong, and then rebuild. And when you rebuilt, he did it with love and dedication that was really touching. One minute he spoke sternly terrifying, the next minute we were close and I smiled with great love. He lives until today; I feel his love in me.

Sergiu Celibidache -- Teaching Session

Transcribed from Audio Recording Conducted in English,
Curtis Institute of Music, February 1984

This is a small glimpse of what happened during the classroom sessions at Curtis in 1984. There were two sessions each day, each lasting two to three hours. And this went on for about ten days. Even so, this short excerpt presents some points fundamental to Celibidache's teaching. In particular, it was essential to understanding Celibidache to distinguish between sound as an acoustic phenomenon and sound asexperienced by the human mind. The fact that these two things are not the same is now completely uncontroversial. However, it is amazing the degree to which music students continue to find it a baffling thought!

-- Paul Henry Smith

Celibidache: If you look in an encyclopedia under phenomenology, it is sixty pages long in order to explain it. But what we intend under phenomenology is the approach to the sound and all its aspects. What is sound? Not the physical definition of sound, or the acoustical definition. This is of no value for us. Secondly -- the main object of phenomenological study -- how does sound work in the human mind? And in order to make it less abstract, yesterday I gave an example of repetition. There is not such a thing like repetition. When we hear something we got already fecundated. Our sensibilities are engaged; the second time it's different. So, the third time it does not interest us because a repetition is not a fact in itself. It finds itself in a context. So, what about the third time? It depends what comes. The most critical object of that view is the fact of sequences. Bach said that more than three sequences will let anything down. This did not stop Vivaldi from making eleven sequences! He was a man who didn't have any idea of harmony or whatever his style understood under harmony. He had no idea of music.

So, on one side: the study of sound. On the other: how does sound work on us? And the results are away from any form of individualism. They work on you as they do on me. For example, we have a melodic interval [descending minor third]. It is definitely so that I hear the second phenomenon [i.e., note] in function of the first. For the first has left already an impression on me. This is "priority in time." You, me and him -- it makes no difference -- we all hear the first note first.

Due to Husserl we came away from the idea of an objectivity in itself. And we came higher by the following idea: I have to find myself in you and you have to find yourself in me. The only tie that makes that objective is the fact that it's not dependent only on me, but on you also. He calls it, "intersubjective Betreffbarkeit."

Questions please.

Q: You spoke of the necessity to empty our minds. I recall having read about the alpha waves from the human being from birth to adulthood and that from birth to about age six these alpha waves are the slowest --

C: Yes, but it's not the same process. No, alpha waves cut you away. They dominate you and cut you away from the world. You are nearly asleep when you are in that state. It's not it at all.

Q: That's not the emptiness you were -- ?

C: Not at all! My emptiness -- "my" ... I cannot call it "my," but -- the emptiness we're thinking of is the highest activity. When Brentano says "every consciousness is a consciousness of something" and we learn every day through yoga that there is a consciousness that is a consciousness of nothing, it does not make sense intellectually. You're away. You do not want. No, no, no, no -- in order to say a perfect yes.

Myself, for instance: Before we start a concert, if I do not succeed in emptying myself, it will be memory. "I know the horn starts. I know the ..." No. This is against me. It will materialize out the function of memory. Music hasn't got anything to do with memory. Memory is related to the past. Hope is related to the future. Music is not related to anything. It is a spontaneous process of creation. The performer creates. What has the composer done? Shown you the way: "Look, if you go over those stages, those conflicts, you might come to this point."

Q: So, basically you're saying that you have to put yourself --

C: Yes, but if you say, "you have to put yourself" it looks like an act of will. It is not. The more you want to get empty, the less you are. You are possessed by a strong wish: to be empty. That is wrong. How one comes to it nobody will ever be able to explain.

Q: Could you describe the difference between spirit and all the bunches of experience that make our consciousness?

C: Very complicated approach. I hate to talk about spirit because in Germany there is nothing but spirit. And nobody knows what spirit is. What is spirit in your idea?

Q: Well, you can relate some of my idea if you read the bible where it says, "God created man in his own image." Which image? Is it the nose, the hair or the eyes? Well, not in MY mind.

C: But you still do not answer my question. What is spirit?

Q: [no reply]

C: You see, in the whole philosophical generation (I cannot speak about the States) there is not one who will find out what it is. We all talk about spirit. "You should think in the spirit of Washington." "You are a man without spirit." "A performer who sticks the visible aspect of music is not in the spirit of Beethoven." What is spirit, finally? This is the most devalued notion philosophically and also in the field of phenomenology. Yes, but if I relate the facts and if I go through the whole devaluation of that notion, everybody is right. This is what is spirit. And when the French say "vous avez de l'esprit," they mean you are very funny.

So, again, the consciousness in exercise of its absolute freedom. Now, why freedom? Because any other approach will be influenced by your personal bunch of aversions and acceptances. It is then that you will be able to follow the creative processes of the composer. You know, there is no definition for it. There is no definition for so many other things.

Q: What sort of preparation is necessary before a performance for one to be free and have a successful performance?

C: Before I will find an answer for you, I will be God in heaven! I cannot tell you more than how I do it myself. And this is not a method to be tried! "I sleep. I do not eat. I --" This will not touch it.

Q: I'm speaking in terms of the music and the instrumentalist or performer, conductor or --

C: Yes, but you can apply it on any field. So, when we do music, we must bring those people out of the state of "receivers of orders." Everyone in the orchestra is a performer accompanied by all the possibilities of that task. If they are not free, the whole performance will be an imitation of something --either the idea of the conductor, or the idea of the score. "For me the clarinet is important there." What is not important!? All the degrees of importance obey a state of priority. So, I can't tell you how we should prepare, but I can tell you one thing: the whole study of phenomenology will show you what music is not. What is a rehearsal? A series of no's. "No, you are too loud." "Too quick." "Not at the point." "No, no, no!" We never say what it is. We never say, "yes." A yes is what he does when he matches the exigences of the piece. The whole study is nothing but, "no, no, no, no."

Q: Is that necessary?

C: No, it's not necessary. I contend that people have never performed the 9th of Beethoven yet, and I'm going to prove that to you with the score. Are you content with that? Are you content that an idiot like Toscanini ruled sixty years long above everybody else? I am not. I am not content that the world has not discovered that music is not an amusement or a source of joy or satisfaction. It is much higher than that.

Q: But what I'm trying to get at is instead of saying "no," if you do what you did last night, then ...

C: You do not say "no," you open all the doors to a definite and eternal "yes." You do not say "no."

Q: Well, I'm talking practically now --

C: Yes, practically!

Q: Rather than say "no," say what the positive things are that you want in order to get your ...

C: What which is positive? "I want you to be spiritual." How does he manage that? But, if I tell him,"Look, you are the third part of a string quartet. If you pull on the D too much bow, the harmonics disappear. They stay in the air. They do not mix with the others." How could he know when they do mix? "You should play less and on the top of the bow ... Yes, can you hear something? Once again, 1st violin and 2nd violin alone ...Can you see what they do? The 2nd violin contradicts a little bit the 1st, then neutralizes, and then finally they go together. So, you are the third part which is supposed to back, to influence, and to put into value this little quartet. If you pull your bow (considering your heart is alright and the bow is not rough) and you do not hear how much damage is done by your individual position, I could offer you any theory and you will not buy it. But if I say, "A bit more. No, that's too big." (All of a sudden something comes out). Have you heard it? "Yes!" "Who played that?" Nobody did. But you structured so perfectly well that those values came out.

There is not one orchestra where two instruments will go together from this spiritual point of view. Together rhythmically ... no problem, and America is perfect. Technically, pitch ... perfect.

What's it all about? What is the second movement of Eroica? Is it a march? This is good for the press and for young, unsatisfied girls. What are you looking for, the pleasure of C minor with G major? It is a pleasure. Nobody will be able to destroy it. Even a military band will get it. Even a child playing the piano gets that primitive stuff. But how are they related to each other? From C
minor to G major what happens to the tension? Does it increase, or does it stay the same, or does it go down? Who taught us this? Nobody. Who taught us to find the end in the beginning? How does that happen? Who taught us that the essence of it is simultaneity?

Q: It seems to me that part of what you're saying related very closely to a sculptor who is involved with chipping away everything that doesn't belong in order to arrive at what does.

C: Yes, but what does not function is that the sculpture appears to you statically, and music doesn't. Music originates in time (whatever you understand under "music"). This is a static idea when I say "a landscape." "Every piece of music has a landscape." This is not correct, but I don't have another possibility to illustrate to you that there IS something which you cannot touch.

Q: But, perhaps it is not static to the sculptor, only to the person who is perceiving it. So, if it is not static to the sculptor, how would he bring the person who looks upon it to look upon it the same way he sculpted it?

C: Yes, for the sculptor it's not static because the whole process, the whole biography of how the piece comes into being is a time condition. He starts somehwere. This after that. Each alternative a time condition. For us it is "yes, I like it" or "yes, I do not." I cannot have the same approach to music. Where is the fifth of Beethoven? You think on the records? My goodness, this is the wrongest falsification of any musical truth. There is no substitute for space. So, what you've got is a kind of photography on the record. And then, who makes the record? How far is that man, concerning the structure of music? Most all of them are out. They stick to the notes because they do not know what else to do.

So, about the static: Music hasn't got a single static element. Even a constellation of different sounds is not static. So, what is finally the question? The sculptor's creative work is in time. But when he chops away the first piece, he knows how the head should lie at the end. So, it's identity -- end in beginning. But not for us, because we see the final result. (But there is an American, McClosky[?], who said that the whole biography of the scrap of hair is alive and that you should find out where it started and where it ends.

Q: What would be an ideal performance for you? Do you try to communicate anything to the audience?

C: I do not have any intention to communicate anything.

Q: Why perform for an audience, then? Why are they there?

C: Because they want to do the same as me.

Q: You would like them to experience music as you would?

C: No, no, not at all. I cannot think for them. I am one consciousness only. If they want to do the same as I do, they can. I cannot control what brings an individual to a concert. But, if I judge from the short span of my life, they try to find something which I already know. Many of them do. Like the Queen of Hanover who said "Maestro, it IS so." If she made that perception, then she was as free as I was. So, I cannot animate myself by the desire to give them something. Through my concentration (or whatever it is) something comes into being, and they might get it.

Q: So you are just presenting them with something?

C: What is there to be presented? That's static. Something, with your help, my help, and the musicians' help might come into being. I follow the recommended line of the composer and I could feel, more or less, what moved him to do so. So, if you (the audience) can do the same, it's all right. But I do not do it for you.


fCh said...

ideas lab: On Qualia

Anonymous said...

April 20, 1989
A Musical Free Spirit Warms Up for Carnegie

From a careerist standpoint - an implication from which Sergiu Celibidache would recoil with disdain -the appearances of this 76-year-old cult conductor tomorrow and Saturday nights at Carnegie Hall have been brilliantly orchestrated.

Mr. Celibidache (pronounced chehlee-bee-DAH-keh) is a Rumanian-born West German-based maestro whom few classical-music lovers have heard. Before this current tour with his orchestra, the Munich Philharmonic, he had conducted only once in this country, a single Carnegie concert in 1985 with the student orchestra of the Curtis Institute of Philadelphia. He has made no recordings, because he regards them as distortions, although pirate Celibidache disks of erratic quality exist. He has performed most of his life with obscure orchestras.

Nonetheless, tales have proliferated of his fierce refusals to compromise, his 30 to 40 hours of rehearsal for every program (compared with the average 5 to 9 hours), his incorrigible insulting of his colleagues. His every performance provokes at least some critics to awed rapture.

But no genius, or even would-be genius, can exist without controversy, and controversy has dogged this three-week North American tour. There are those who seem to regard Mr. Celibidache as little more than a charlatan. Epithets Encourage Him

Criticism seems merely to reinforce Mr. Celibidache's messianic self-righteousness. ''The fact that I have been attacked - that I have been called a fool - gives me enormous encouragement,'' the conductor said the other day in his Manhattan hotel suite. ''A fool cannot create the conditions to bring everybody to a transcendence.''

Anonymous said...

In conversation, the conductor exudes the theatricality of the true maestro, mixing grandiose Germanic turns of phrase with flamboyant Mediterranean gestures and expressions.

Mr. Celibidache was born in Rumania in 1912 and completed his musical education in Berlin. When World War II ended, he won a conducting competition and, since he had no ''political past,'' as he put it, he was permitted to assume the temporary directorship of the Berlin Philharmonic. Since 1952, he has wandered Europe, seeking tolerable working conditions; Munich has been his base since 1979. A Spiritual Mission

Mr. Celibidache regards his music-making as part of a larger spiritual mission, teaching courses in what he calls ''musical phenomenology.'' Just what, his visitor asked, is that?

''Until you and I speak the same language, I could not possibly explain such a complicated matter within two hours,'' Mr. Celibidache announced.

Is it influenced by Zen Buddhism, of which he has been a longtime student?

''You are a Buddhist,'' Mr. Celibidache answered. ''You just don't know yourself. The end of any spiritual discipline is Zen. You cannot do anything if your ego intervenes. You must be empty. We all can transcend this world of the senses, but we must not want to.''

Does this mean he admires John Cage, who has done so much to apply Zen ideas to composition?

''He talks about things of which he has no idea.'' Mr. Celibidache replied. ''The question is, what is behind thinking? The answer is reality. But thinking has no access to reality. My work as a conductor is to give you a chance to pull down the veil. You must be spontaneously open to anything that happens: Free of style, free of will, free of culture.

''If you do this, you will say not that this is the most beautiful music or the greatest orchestra but 'It is so.' You will have reduced all the complexity of perception to one, and this one is yourself. And that is the divine origin of man.'' Seeming Contradictions

In his years of wandering after 1952, Mr. Celibidache worked largely with radio orchestras. This might seem odd, given his aversion to electronic documentation, but they were the only ones who would accede to his extreme rehearsal demands. Those demands also help explain his failure to appear in this country.

Endless rehearsal could reduce music to mannerism and musicians to robots. But Mr. Celibidache says his purpose is to attain a level of intense, participatory spontaneity.

''My greatest enemy is routine,'' he said. ''If we play the Bruckner Fourth'' - which comprises Saturday's entire program - ''four times, I will take the score before the fifth concert and look at it like a child. That way, Bruckner happens, Bruckner takes place. This is my work.''

Mr. Celibidache's 10-year relationship with the Munich Philharmonic has been stormy, with the conductor chafing at the budgetary limitations of a municipal ensemble considered the second in Munich, after the Bavarian Radio Symphony. Necessary Compromises

Anonymous said...

Mr. Celibidache has had to make compromises to sustain his personnel. Those compromises also include offering conventional programs, constant repetitions (''We played Strauss's 'Heldenleben' 11 times -imagine!'') and even soon-to-be-released video disks, which he justifies as ''documentation, not music at all.''

Why compromises now, after a career based on their avoidance? ''I am a very poor man, and I will die poor,'' he replied. ''There is no way I can make the money to have an orchestra with perfect independence.''

But even in this world of illusion, Mr. Celibidache keeps his eye on a higher reality, and music is a key to it.

''I am a very religious man,'' he said, ''but I only became ripe to the revelation, to the transcendence, at a very late age, at 42, during a concert in Venice. Then I understood that the beginning was in the end, and all my doubts disappeared.

''If you are at bar 14, bar 14 did not come out of nowhere. It came from bar 13, bar 10, bar 1. I must be there in order to transcend bar 14. But being there I am at the beginning also, I am at the end also. I am there because I am not there. This is the end of logic.

''Tempo is a spiritual condition; it has no physical relation to speed. You can perceive music as one effect after another, but this is not a musical perception. The musical perception is the eternal one.

''Music has nothing to do with sound. Sound is the vessel, the glass, the vehicle. So is rhythm, so is harmony, so is everything. The purpose of music is not to be beautiful. Music is not beautiful. Music is truth. Music is reality.''

In addition to his teaching and conducting, Mr. Celibidache is also a lifelong composer, but his music has gone largely unplayed: ''I would need another life to fight for it,'' he explained.

And what does the music of this musical spiritualist actually sound like?

Mr. Celibidache replied with a mystifying smile, ''It is exactly what you would write if you were a free human being.''